*sigh* what to do...

I am so confused. I don't know what to do. I guess I should explain. I am on the rifle team here at school like I was last year. And like last year, I have no motivation. I really like the team, all great people, I am the only civi now, though. And I like shooting (air rifle anyway, not too keen about small bore). But...coach works and can't get to our 4-7 practice until 530 or 6 and even when he is there he doesn't do much coaching. If you show him your targets and you did poorly on a few bulls, all he says is either "did you pull the trigger only when you knew it was a 10?" or "Make sure you follow through". Well, when you are doing that and you still don't have any consistency, it doesn't help much. I understand that this can be a hard sport to coach because it is individual and mostly mental, it is still frustrating. I never want to go to practice, and I never eat with the team, cause most of the time I grab Mike on my way and we eat together.
I have no idea what to do. The way it sounds, most would prolly think that I should quit. But for some reason I am having a lot of trouble doing that. I almost feel like I am still here because I really want the t-shirts and warm-ups we were going to get this year. And that doesn't seem right either.
Oh well, I think I am going to talk to coach today and we will see what he says. oh well.