down and out....

For some reason this week has had my head reeling about next year. Most of my friends outside of the engineers are going to be gone next year. Maggs and Terri will be graduating and Amanda will be in France. I guess it made me realize that I need a close girlfriend that will be here. I need my Colorado friends out here. I am not trying to say that I have no friends because I do, but I don't feel that I have many friends that I hang out with much. Sometimes I want to just hang out in my room and chill, talk, watch a movie, go to her room whenever, stay up to the wee hours in the morning talking about stupid stuff, I dunno. I can't replace friends from CO or those I have had for the past two years, but having someone there after these VT friends graduate. I feel like an asshole for typing all this. I love Mike. I love hanging out with the Engineers. I love my friends now. I feel that by writing this I am putting them all down, which is the last thing I ever want to do. I guess it has just been on my mind and I wanted to get it out.

I just looked out the ME lab window at our "student center" and the whole thing is dark. It is 330 on a Saturday after noon and the food is closed and the bookstore is closed and pretty much everything on this campus is closed or dark. Sad, very sad.

The fact that it is raining and gloomy today doesn't help, but sorry for the sad post.

PS send sun.